i remembered how yesterday scenario was like.
i was going my grandma's house.
then i saw joey and her friends.
chatted for a while and they just left, without even a proper goodbye.

i stayed on top of that stupid structure for a while.
playing that stupid scramble.

then i knew they weren't coming back.
they were too busy having fun.

i walked up to her house.
i called.
they weren't at home.
i was devastated.

i knew it.
everybody had their own share of having fun.
while i was just an extra person that just happened to came by.
what a joke i turned out to be.

sigh.

i decide to go home.
to this pathetic com of mine.
to blog this out.

please don't have any sympathy on me,
i don't want it.
and i don't deserve anything.

the only thing i worked hard for.
is being an asshole.
one that i have become.

explains why i have no friends.
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