Looks like my existance is insignificant.
One more, one less, doesn't make a difference to you anyway.

I'm tired.
tired of trying.
tired of lying.
tired of everything.

I don't have the courage to embrace it,
but i have to step up, face it,
and find a way, to snap of out it.
Therefore i shall be indifferent towards everything.
So that i shall never be discriminated ever again.

Be that loner that i need to be, to fufil my destiny and what i need to be,
concentrate and study, and forever not know where my desires lies, not know what i want anymore, but do whats essential and perfect in other's eyes.