Blogging on my phone now since theres a blackout. !@?# Dam frustrated. Didn't went out for the past few days. Just more stoning at home in front of the computer playing dota with friends on skype. Guess life isn't interesting. We got to enjoy every opportunity we to have fun. Never say later or never. You might not find the mood anymore. Nobody asked me out past few days. Guess i don't have any friends anymore. Or even to begin with. Actually it is not that i do not have any, just that they aren't true and perphaps i'm thinking too much but their actions speak otherwise. I feel sad yet jealous. Brooding over these things in the night. Sigh. Friends i used to have aren't as close anymore, no one i could pour out to. You wont understand how i feel. Bottled up feelings yet lost for words. Nothing used to to be the same. I'll just have to get used to it.