Its okay to not be okay.


Today , i went to school for lesson like after 1month?
actually it was just script checking.
was kind of shag and didn't quite like the idea of staying in school.
At least that was one bright part to it.
Our classrooms were switched with the sec1s to level 5 for air conditioning.
cheers came along and the teacher was like telling us how we were not deserving of this but for the sake of the better environment the air conditioning was suppose to give us , it was a privillage to us.
i say thats nonsense, whatever , the best thing we have air conditioning for classrooms now on and i'm going to have bring a jacket to school everyday from tomorrow on.yeah, its cold, not my problem my body can't take it.
you should have seen the look on the sec1 faces, they were so unwilling, haha, guess i'll feel the same if i were them.

Back to results,
prelim results kind of came out pretty expected.
Failed both maths.
B3 for Hcl.
B4 for science.
Just hope geog can secure a pass and combined humans a distinction, and english a pass.
then my total l1r5 for this term would the most be ,
3+4+6+6+2+7 = 28
all these is the best i hope for already.

Guess i'll need math tuition, convinced myself that i really need to study, cried in my heart that i knew how much time was wasted in the holidays,
playing dota and going out.
not studying.
i felt that i led down my parents, and the only thing i could do now is to settle down and study and stop procrastinating.

i need to stop worrying relationships with my friends.
they don't matter to me, i'll isolate myself from them.
Time to focus on whats right.

The final push is here.
And all begins now...



p.s after world cup ends of course (;

GO URUGUAY, make me proud, for the parrot shall be right.
Defy all odds and win it,
NO KELONG PLS